Monday, October 02, 2006

How much???

How much pain is required to come out of the suffering?How much hurt is required to draw the feeling of numbness?How many blows do you require to let your soul die?How many egos you kill to make that word cry?How the hell does a person survive?Why does death not try?
Why do I write all this?What do I feel about all these?
I feel the same pain and the numbness and the death within me.Life is what Iam looking for.
Where are you? Please come and save my soul from dying.I regret, I repent, I hate, I love, I die, I survive, I kill, I create and yes, when I close my eyes and slowly enter the realms of darkness, I see you, I hear you, I breathe you, I feel you, You are like a bright star calling me to be a part of you.I stretch my hands to immerse myself in your soul and there it goes, the darkness is no more around me and the light of peace and love surrounds us.Thank you for saving my dying soul.