DDSS Syndrome!!

Sleepy, Bored , eyelids are heavy!!!

I am suffering from all these symptoms and We call it the DDSS symptom. Actually a friend, Neha, coined it. This is the Different Day Same Shit syndrome which I guess troubles every officegoer. I think suffer from it even when I am at home.

Sometimes I cant figure out what to do. Ok fine I have never been so clear about my next move anyways but I wasnt so uncertain too. I m just waiting to see where this level of Extreme Boredom takes me...' yawnnn' .... see Iam sleepy already...

Nothing is fizzy anymore...office has sucked me up so much now that I have become numb anyways...its like school days, the time when school bell rings , your teacher comes , you do your classwork , take a note of the homework and go home when the bell rings again. Come back the next day to follow the same routine. Yes thats exactly whats happened. I am following a routine... Worst part...I hate routines for a long time...that why I left school about 8 years back...okok..thats a bad joke, anyways I slogged for about 12 years before calling it quits and yes I had to finish my studies... :-(

You know when I look back in all these 26 years of existence...ok lets leave the 3-4 initial years of non existence coz I barely remember anything of those times, still that leaves me with like 22 years of existence... so out of these years about 16 years were spend in studies, one year in trying to figure out what I have done with myself and where I wanted to be. Another two years in pursuing a Masters and then seraching for a job, then continuing the job for more than 3 years now.

Ok, the whole point of the long boring thought was that I have basically slogged all through my life, chasing this and that and what the net result????

A DDSS... c'on I expect something better!!!

Lets Love!!!!

We all should cherish the love we have and cherish the life and the moments spent together sharing the joy, the fun, the pain and the sorrows and look forward towards a better tomorrow.We all spend a lot of time running after the shadow of life not realising that life never stops for anyone even long after they have gone. Every moment is a new beginning, a new hope, a new day. Lets celebrate the day and the moments coz even after we are gone, the moments would remain. Someone, someday would remember us for the moments...and at the end thats what counts...coz I can't see you cry.Your tears burn my soul.The acid hurts my heart, my eyes have dried but the pain remains.Lets love and share the spirit of love, the joy and fun of being oneself and being together.Lets light up the universe with all its true colors.

We chase the fleeting dreams!!

Sometimes I am irritated at myself, for instance right now I am and the reason being, its been exactly one year today since I posted my last blog. Amazing, isn't it? Thats what I ask myself. How could I not find time to write something, post a thought or just an imagination. What was I waiting for?We keep telling others we are busy. We donot have time..Thats bullshit!!!Nobody, not me, and absolutely no one is busy enough to stop thinking. Thats why we are supposed to have brains. Thats supposed to think.We all are pretenders, liars and hypocriates telling people of all our achievements and boasting about all the success which nobody would care about.In pursuit of success we all are losing out on happiness and mental peace. we are losing our ability to ponder inside our souls forgetting to say a 'hi' to it, never ever caring to ask what it wants....
And Iam sure even after all this blah blah talk even I and you and everyone would go about doing the same routine, but at least this article has made you and me think, even though for a moment and thats my satsfaction.